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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

short love stories

मैले दिएको मुटु, कुनै त्यस्तो सस्तो चिज होइन । म त रिती सकेको छु । तिम्रो माया पाउन, मैले तिमीलाई आधा छाती दिएको होइन । म त खाली,खाली, रित्तो भइसकेको छु । किन यो दिनहरु विरान लाग्छ ? म आफ्नै छायांमा आफूलाई हराइरहेछु । रातहरु पनि कति स्वार्थी छन् ! मेरो नीद देवी लिई टाढा भागिदिन्छ । सम्झनाको त्यो झिनो धागो, कल्पना भरी बेह्रीरहन्छ । भनौं…! यो अथाहा पीडाले जीवन छटपटिरहन्छ । तिम्रो निश्फ्रक्ताभित्र जीवन निशासिरहन्छ । मैले दिएको माया, कुनै त्यस्तो खेल्ने खेल होइन । म त दुखी रहेको छु । यो वेदना पाउन, मैले तिमीलाई अविश्वास मागेको होइन । म त आशुं आशुं भएर बांचीदिएको छु । किन यो जीवन उजाड लाग्छ ? म आफैदेखि आफैलाई टाढा पाईरहेछु । समय पनि कस्तो पापी छ ! जीवनको खुशी खोसेर शून्यतामा हराइदिन्छ । मायाको त्यो सानो त्यान्द्रो, मन भरि छटपटिरहन्छ । भनौं…!! एउटा अथाहा पीडामा जीवन दुखीरहन्छ । तिम्रो वेवास्ताको प्रहारले जीवन छटपटिरहन्छ । आखिरमा मैले ठूलै घात पाएं । चिन्ताको चित्तामा जलिरहेछु । अव, म जीवन विर्सजन गर्न चाहन्छु । जीवनको अथाह पीडाबाट मुक्ती पाउन, जीवनलाई किनारा लगाउन चाहन्छु । अन्तिम श्वास निभाउन चाहन्छु ।

Love is

I had three friends - Sandeep, Namrata and Shristi.
Sandeep was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Namrata was one of those popular girls. Model, sexy, and stylish.
Shristi was just one of those plain and average girls.
Namrata and Shristi were both totally crazy and wacko over Sandeep.
Namrata didn't have to do anything to attract Sandeep.
For she was already attractive enough.
Shristi on the other hand, showered Sandeep with love and care.
Shristi wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a model, she didn't were mini skirts or jeans.
So like everyone expected, Sandeep chose Namrata.
For Shristi was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Namrata was labeled as the cool and attractive type.

Sandeep always insulted Shristi.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was
and how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Shristi feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Shristi never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Sandeep.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Sandeep.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Sandeep's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Sandeep was facing a hard time.
Sandeep began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Namrata Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Namrata broke up with Sandeep later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Sandeep felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Shristi.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Shristi, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Shristi rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Sandeep felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Sandeep began to change into someone better.
Because Shristi showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Shristi accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Shristi continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Shristi didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Sandeep thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going to Chitwan with them.
But one day. He received a call from the Teaching Hospital.
Saying that Shristi was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Shristi forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Sandeep to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Sandeep for the last time.
Sandeep rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Shristi was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered "Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him and smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry.

I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Sandeep looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Sandeep screamed.
He still couldn't accept Shristi's death.
He had only spent a month with Shristi.


A month. But Shristi changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Shristi would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.

Sometimes we just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

GREATEST OF ALL
This is a true story that happened in Japan. In photos to renovate the house, someone in Japan tear open the wall.

Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls.

When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stucked there because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet.

He sees this, feels pity and at the same time curious, as when he checked the nail, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built.

What happened? The lizard has survived in such position for 10 years!?!! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving,it is impossible and mind boggling.

Then he wondered, how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step - since its feet was nailed!

So, he stopped his work and observed the lizard,what has it been doing and what has it been eating? Later, don't know from where appears another lizard,with food in its mouth... AHHH!

He was stunned and touched deeply. For the lizard that was stucked by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 10 years...

Such a love, such a beautiful love!! Such love happened even on this tiny creature. What can love do? It can do wonders!! Love can do miracles!!

Imagine it has been doing it for a tiredsome 10 yrs, without giving up hope on its partner. Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with the brilliant mind can't.

Unspoken feelings

Thoughts of her will still make me well up with tears despite that she has already passed away for 4 years, the pain of losing her, the unspoken feelings I had for her… It was during my secondary school days that I got to know her, I was 16, and she was 14. We were introduced to each other by a mutual friend. Being courteous I stood up and offer a handshake, introducing myself. She was like the others, laughing at my weird name.Soon we were spending time together despite that we spoke very little to each other. And I realized that we had quite a number of mutual friends. Over time my feelings for her developed, her smile, and her sweetness attracted me a lot. She became my source of motivation, for I strive hard in my studies. From scoring borderline marks for all subjects to a top scorer in my class. Due to being small size, I was often bullied by my classmates; going to school became rather depressing. But she changed it all, I looked forward to our meetings at the library after classes ended.One day when I couldn’t sleep, I then wonder if I should confess my feelings to her. I was hoping to get to know her further, not rushing into a bgr relationship. But then I realized that I was not good enough for her, she was a top scorer in class where all the elites were. I was in a class that was notorious for being trouble makers. I don’t think that I am good enough for her, no looks no brains, kind of useless. It would be disgraceful and that I should be content with that she would even be friends with me. I tossed a coin which indicated that I should tell her how I felt.Coincidentally I really did saw her the next day. I told her that I got something that I would like to tell her, but then no words came out of my mouth. I got cold feet, for thoughts that I am not good enough for her came to my mind. In the end I left saying that I had forgotten what I wanted to say. I was upset hence I decided to concentrate on my studies instead. For that period I really forgotten about her, for what was on my mind was to be number 1 in class.Soon it was time for a major examination; I prayed hard that I could score well for it. When the results came out, I was number 1 in my level with the best score. I wanted to share the joy with her and perhaps that it might seem a good time to confess to her. Sadly I never met her.When the next academic year came, I anxiously searched for her but I couldn’t find her. Her classmates guess that she might be sick.Later that day 2 of our mutual friends came to me and brought me the news that she had already passed away. I was devastated, tears just flow. Neither did I get to attend her funeral due to objections from my mother who was quite superstitious. All that I had as a memory of her was a sweet wrapper which she gave me, which is still in my wallet till this day.I pray that she would rest in peace… If you asked me why I chose not to let her know how I feel. It is because I don't think I will be able to be there for her, I rather she would be happily being with the guy she likes. For her happiness is all that matters to me, so long I am able to stay by her side as a friend, that would be good enough. At least I still get to see her. Love is not about possession, it never was. Till today she still remains in my heart. My only regret was that I was not around to help her, to give her support. I know I could change it, she could have been alive today. To all people out there, though saying words to your love ones may be hard, do not hide your feelings. Express it in other ways.

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